Her one message and my waiting heart
A week passed, and we are still on the road, at the same spot. She is somewhere far at an end of the road and me, here at this end. Not moved even an inch. “I miss you very much” and “miss u 2” were the farthest we could go. Only difference I made ( I wish I knew hers ) is that now, I can even start the chat with “I miss you very much”. I still haven’t figured out how she misses me. It somehow dawned upon me that all I have to care about was to be true to my frantic heart, expect less and be ready for any response. But still I want to know, know how she misses me. It’s lunch time. I am with my lunch in the dining hall, heading towards the door as to go into my room. My roommate Dawa snaps, “Hey, why don’t you stay here in the hall and eat with us?” My tan cheeks blush, I feel the heat. “Lately, I didn’t feel like to eat here.” I know it is the lamest of excuse but still I had to cling on. Man, I was not this timid before. Coz you are not telling them the truth...