I don't want to chat with her !
(This is in continuation to "Indeed, I am surprised at myself!") I couldn’t sleep well after chatting with her. Indeed, I sat by the laptop with traffic of thoughts. “Shall I log in again and chat? Shall I?” No, you cannot. You haven’t got anything put in between and chat. “I can at least render myself offline and look at her photos.” . . . and you know that she is looking for a FRIEND in you. “I know that, I just want to know her appearances . . .” Stop there, you know you are not thinking your heart. “Oh . . . how might she be in real?” And the internal quarrel continued on. My roommate Ugyen nudged my shoulder. “What? You aren’t even answering me.” He sounded displeased. I abruptly landed back to real world as I nearly fell off the chair. I had been squatting all that long. Luckily I slipped my right foot, landing on the chair. He had a quizzical look then. I felt a huge guilt grow inside me. SORRY . I put an uneasy sm...